i am starting to lose faith in what god has in store for me. i know everything happens for a reason but why when i am finally happy and with the guy i am love with and can tell him does god have him walk out the door? even during the 14 months we were apart we were with other people we still talked. now i he wont talk to me because he heard i was still hung up on someone. the man i love was with me during my cancer scare and told me i would have someone to count on and then he leaves? i need this man in my life we are great when together or i need the strength to move on. i am not an open feeling person so why would God have me tell him and then this?
i have things that are going on and he is the one i can talk to and will help but now i need prayers that God brings him back and my faith in all is restored. and i am not strong enought to handle much more.