I have been with this guy off and on for the past 9 years and right now we are off because of a fight and he moved his stuff out. we still talk just not as much but he wont tell me he doesn't want to be with me or that it is over. He doesn't like to fight and will calm up and i want to get it resolved. i am also very independent and know that i need to let go of how certain things are done. For the majority of the time we are great together and have a blast and very comfortable with each other. We get each other and click. now i just need prayers that we can get past this last fight and work things out and get back together and stop being so stubborn. please god he is the love i have always looked for and wanted. but if we wait to long i dont think things will be work out this time. i am sad but wont let people see it because i dont want them to know.

i need the strenght to look toward my future and quit letting my past keep pulling me back. I dont know what i have done so bad that i keep doing this. i forgave myself for most of my past sins and prayed for forgiveness on the rest. please help me God as i cant do this alone.

i need prayers that i have the strength and the self esteem to stay away from the man who has hurt me by him going home with someone 4 hours after telling me breaking up isnt easy for him either. and lieing to me. i know i can do this just need help.

i am starting to lose faith in what god has in store for me. i know everything happens for a reason but why when i am finally happy and with the guy i am love with and can tell him does god have him walk out the door? even during the 14 months we were apart we were with other people we still talked. now i he wont talk to me because he heard i was still hung up on someone. the man i love was with me during my cancer scare and told me i would have someone to count on and then he leaves? i need this man in my life we are great when together or i need the strength to move on. i am not an open feeling person so why would God have me tell him and then this?
i have things that are going on and he is the one i can talk to and will help but now i need prayers that God brings him back and my faith in all is restored. and i am not strong enought to handle much more.