As my heart continues to break I think about the many blessings God has already bestoyed on me that I am thankful for. I was given this life because he knows I am strong enough to live it and overcome the sadness that hardens my heart. I ask for prayers of strength and comfort during this time. I know God has a purpose for everything we encounter but sometimes our self doubt takes over. I need to release that and know God will guide me and comfort me through this. When you love someone with all your heart and it feels as though they don't appreciate you or you feel as though you are being taken advantage of however you can't stop your heart from loving this person. But I know we both were put into each other's lives for a reason, whether that be me bringing him closer to God or him to be a lesson. Our good times outweigh the bad tremendously, so to have this person walk away is breaking my heart. He is in a bad point in his life with not being able to find a job and I understand his frustration. I feel as though my heart is in a million pieces because love is something you can't just turn on and off. I truly pray from the bottom of my heart that God will give me comfort, strength and understanding during this time. I also pray for each and every one of you for your own situations that God will wrap his arms around you and give you what you need.

2 Kings 20:5- "This is what the Lord says: I have heard your prayer and I will heal you."