I'm finding it very difficult to cope with my physical problems at the moment , along with 2 expected operations this year I'm also clearing myself spiritually but my emotions are so intense lately ! I've been down the dark road of depression a few times and I'm fighting so hard to steer clear of it right now ! Today it nearly consumed me but thank god I was able to hold my own please help me to get through my operations quickly and to heal and recover fast I just want to start living my life ....