PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR ME AND MY FAMILY AND FOR MY KIDS I HONESTLY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN HANDLE I FEEL SO BAD AND SO HURT AND SO UPSET AND I DONT KNOW HOW I CAN FIX THINGS IN MY LIFE ...... PLEASE ALSO KEEP MY KIDS IN YOUR PRAYERS THEY NEED THEM AND PLEASE PRAY THAT MY PJ COME BACK HOME SAFELY THANK YOU