So God has blessed me with a beautiful rental home, being able to have my wonderful daughter living with me again and the man of my dreams and his children all under one roof. It has been a dream of mine for a long time and now... the fear has set in... He has been my best friend for years and I guess... I'm afraid I'm going to wind up like the women from his past... left behind. And I keep praying that God will see fit to keep us together as a family. Then it suddenly occured to me, maybe it's not him and the family I need to pray for, maybe its me. To heal from the past, embrace the future and to not be afraid. After all fear is a lack of faith... or so I am told. My daughter loves him and his boys and I can't see my future without him. So I guess my request is... please pray that I will heal and enjoy all these moments and not ruin them with stupid insecurities and needless worries... today I will make the change... I know I can... If God is with me, who can stand against me? Amen...