I need help... My 14 year old daughter and I are preparing to move. Hoping to find a nice safe place... This hasn't been so successful. We were in a nice place, then my relationship with my best friend of over 30 years ended. He of course found a great place and has started moving him and his kids. Which is a good thing... but I feel like I'm failing. I need to find a decent place (which I don't think I'm so worried about that part) but it's the moving. I was hoping to have enough funds to hire people to help me move... but it seems like that isn't going to happen. This woman who let us rent our current home and took a chance on us deserves to have her place returned in as good of condition as it was... THIS is causing me some stress... I don't know how I can do ALL of this on my own. He has agreed to pay for cleaning the carpets and a repair on the floor but has no problem leaving this place in the horribly dirty condition he has put it in. I have a big problem with this... and I just need HELP... so I know this isn't a crisis of epic proportions. But I feel like I'm going to have a stroke from all this stress and I just want someone to tell me to have faith and that everything is going to be ok... I'm terrified right now... Please God... show me the way and give me the strength not to compromise my integrity and honest to get where I need to go... Please shine your light on me and let me be an example of the miracles you create every day...

OH LORD... I need your guidance. I have heard You in the past. You, Jesus or the Holy Spirit have always come to help guide me... let me know where I am going or what I should do. Although right now I understand that I am at a place where movement isn't ideal. But I really REALLY need you to tell me... I have been such a jerk and angry lately. I don't know how to let go of that. I thought I let go of it... but then it rears it's ugly head again. I feel like I'm tired of being the "good person". Then again I haven't been a really good person... I'm confused, lost and angry... Can you please just help me understand? Get past this so I can move on? I know you have a purpose for all that you do... Did you bring me this far to fail? To bring all that I wanted into being just to take it away? I'm so MAD!!! I know I am not perfect... and I don't mean to make it sound like I am... but this... THIS SITUATION right here... is not helping me... So just TELL ME what to do... I will hear You and do what you say... I'm past the whole I know better than You do thing... Ok... I might negotiate... but it's only because I don't want to be a quitter... but then, sometimes I am ready to quit... I don't mind if you yell at me... but I'm seriously feeling like I'm going to have a melt down and then it will all be for nothing because the people involved will say its only my "imagination"... Which... could be... You know me better than anyone. Just please... tell me I'm being crazy & neurotic. That this is all in my head because I'm on the wrong meds or not taking the right ones??? Please... Please???

I know God has blessed me... but right now I'm having a really hard time. We moved in with the love of my life and his children that I have known for well over 30 years... Now that has fallen apart, my daughter is having such mental/psychological challenges and violent tendencies and I just don't know what to do... I love my daughter and I love that man and his kids... Right now everything seems to be falling apart... Please pray for my daughter... any words of advice would be greatly appreciated. I can't believe God brought me this far to fail? I have wanted all of us to come together as a family for so long... would God bring us all together just to have us fall apart like this? Please God, give me guidance through your people or whatever way you see fit to let me know what I need to do...

So God has blessed me with a beautiful rental home, being able to have my wonderful daughter living with me again and the man of my dreams and his children all under one roof. It has been a dream of mine for a long time and now... the fear has set in... He has been my best friend for years and I guess... I'm afraid I'm going to wind up like the women from his past... left behind. And I keep praying that God will see fit to keep us together as a family. Then it suddenly occured to me, maybe it's not him and the family I need to pray for, maybe its me. To heal from the past, embrace the future and to not be afraid. After all fear is a lack of faith... or so I am told. My daughter loves him and his boys and I can't see my future without him. So I guess my request is... please pray that I will heal and enjoy all these moments and not ruin them with stupid insecurities and needless worries... today I will make the change... I know I can... If God is with me, who can stand against me? Amen...

Please pray that my family gets our home... We have put in applications for a couple of places and I am praying that God sees fit to let us get approved for one of them... This home would give our kids the security and stability they need... Lord, you haven't failed us in the past, and I know you haven't brought us this far to fail now... please guide us where you want us to go and watch over our children so they will be safe during this transition...