MY Dear God .. I am need of a Job in banking .. I know you have helped in all my ups and downs.. And u still be there with me always.. I want my self-esteem, courage and will power to grow still faster before it becomes too late.. I know you have gave me opportunities....I want grab those opportunities those u have offered to me but i am still feeling weak from heart... God thankyou for being so kind to me.. though i dint want to share this to anyone in my family because even they feel unhappy about me.... I want your help.... I want to stand on myself no matter what..I love my Husband alot and even i love myself... If i want to stand for my children,or my family in future then i believe i should stand on myself first...I DONT BELIEVE IN LIFE BUT I BELIEVE IN U..... I NEVER WANT TO FEEL I AM LOST LIKE I AM FEELING IT NOW.... will you show me way..love u