Good afternoon,
I am needing prayer today, for my relationship with my fiancé is not going so well. We have a lot of problems within our relationship. I am not happy and I sometimes want to give up and move on but I love him so much. Another thing is that I have fallen from the Lord so far that I do not know how to get back up, let alone where to start. I feel really down right now. I have mental issues as well which does not help the problem any better. I am afraid that I will lose him, and afraid that I will be homeless living in my car. Please Lord I know that we endure things to make us stronger but right now I do not know if I have any strength left. He puts up with me nagging all the time and I do not want to do that any more. What I am asking for is prayer for a better life, a better relationship with God, a better relationship with my fiancé, a better job, and a place of our own. Why does the world have to attract us so much and make it hard to live for God? Thank you all for your prayers.