God,
My life seems so crazy, its all over the place...I need your guidance and strength to make it through all these obstacles in my life...I have made my mistakes, please forgive me and let me start over clean slate. My man is in jail so now i have a newborn baby all by myself again and i need your help God to show me the direction to finally make the right choices and finally get somewhere in my life..and get out of this slump I seem to be stuck in and help me rid myself of these demons that seem to control my life....please please Lord take them out of my life....And please help me figure out whats up with me and my man....are we made for each other?I love him so much are we gonna weather this storm bc we seems so distant lately....the love has slid away....and i hate it...Please be with Eric in jail let him know I do love him...we need to start this all over please pray that things work out and finally get better for my family...bc it seems as if only bad things happen and mistakes get made...we need your strength guidance and love to finally do whats right and head down the right path...Please pray for my family we are so lost and pray that my feelings come back all the pain has numbed and changed me...i want the old loving kind compassionate out-going woman to come back...she seems lost...Pray that God brings me the real me back to me and that my feelings return....i dont wanna be numb and helpless and hopeless forever...I dont want Satan to win....Please pray that the Lord defeats him in all areas of my life and erics as well.....God bless everyone and thank you for your much needed prayers for my family...