Hello. My name is Cindy....I need prayers first for the ones that are betraying me, but, as for me, myself, I am asking for prayers to help me find the truth.....I have ptsd, panic/anxiety disorder,chronic depression, all due to my son's suicide at age 11, then 2 years later my husbands suicide...I was molested by my father and raped at 13. My 6 year old, (who is now 13) found my husband hanging, so Im thinking, above all, pray for him, Josiah. He has lived a very traumatic life and I feel responsible...not only do I deal with guilt every day, I believe he also deals with it, and blames me....living with me must be awful...ive been dating on and off with the same man...Ronnie...for almost 7 years now....few months back he admitted to cheating and thought he might have herpes....I believe he is cheating with my best friend, and as childish as it may sound, i'm asking for prayers to bring this betrayal into the light, so that I may have my peace of mind back so that Josiah can be at peace too. I have no friends...my older sons hate me for leaving when they were young, although I ive explained if I wouldn't have left, their dad would have killed me, as he beat me often, knocking my 2 front teeth out when I was sixteen..so im reaching out to YOU....complete strangers, as I have more faith and trust in you than I do my own family.....We now live in the same town where I grew up and Josiah is at that same age as I was when I was being raped and he has no father figure and he doesn't communicate very well with me on those issues...so for this I am asking for prayers for Josiah..Let the Lord shine his light upon us and forgive us of our sins, and watch us and guide us for our safety..Thank You All..AMEN..