Lord, I ask You, in the name Your Pecious Son...to help me and my son get through this time of strife and struggles..You know of our situation, and my grief and guilt..Please Lord let my teenage son understand how much I Love him and worry for his future..Please take away the guilt and anguish he must be feeling now...let him find someone to share his troubles with, someone with compassion, and understanding..I wanted more than anything for that person to be me, but he refuses to let me in...If it be Your will Lord, send me someone to be there for the both of us...to love us, to teach us, to enjoy us, and to stay with us forever..Please show my son that there are still people out there who love unconditionally, and teach him to forgive others, but mostly, to forgive himself...Teach him how to Love his SELF..to believe in his SELF....and above all else Lord..teach him to love YOU!...In Jesus' name I pray..Thank You and Amen.

I have PTSD due to many horrrifying memories,2 worst ones being the suicides of my 11 year old son and 2 years later my husband..I also have chronic anxiety and panic disorder and paranoia disorder...I was attacked in my own home several weeks ago, but noone believes me and since then, it seems like even the people that liked me, have turned against me..My thoughts and emotions generate everyday to believing that noone likes me, and that people want me to disappear..I used to love and feel safe in this town, but now everywhere i go it appears to me that people despise me, and want me gone..its affecting my 14 year old son and i's relationship, im embarressed to even go to the grocery store...my home has become my prison...my family has abandoned me...5 sisters, 3 brothers, my mother, and the ones i thought were my friends...i cant figure out what ive done... i feel so alone and hated,and the only thing that keeps me alive is knowing God loves me..I'm asking for prayers to keep my sanity and continue to believe in myself....I go out of my way, take away my own needs to help others, but i feel everyone keeps letting my past define me, therefore i cant dream of my future..its not even just my family..its strangers on the street, jealous of my faith and attempting tp make me believe im crazy, that im not one one of God's chosen, therefore im always second guessing who i am, who i want to be and who i will become..pray for me to stay who i am..to like me for who iam, as i always have, but most of all...keep the devils soldiers out of my life....Thank you and God Bless you!..Amen.

Hello. My name is Cindy....I need prayers first for the ones that are betraying me, but, as for me, myself, I am asking for prayers to help me find the truth.....I have ptsd, panic/anxiety disorder,chronic depression, all due to my son's suicide at age 11, then 2 years later my husbands suicide...I was molested by my father and raped at 13. My 6 year old, (who is now 13) found my husband hanging, so Im thinking, above all, pray for him, Josiah. He has lived a very traumatic life and I feel responsible...not only do I deal with guilt every day, I believe he also deals with it, and blames me....living with me must be awful...ive been dating on and off with the same man...Ronnie...for almost 7 years now....few months back he admitted to cheating and thought he might have herpes....I believe he is cheating with my best friend, and as childish as it may sound, i'm asking for prayers to bring this betrayal into the light, so that I may have my peace of mind back so that Josiah can be at peace too. I have no friends...my older sons hate me for leaving when they were young, although I ive explained if I wouldn't have left, their dad would have killed me, as he beat me often, knocking my 2 front teeth out when I was sixteen..so im reaching out to YOU....complete strangers, as I have more faith and trust in you than I do my own family.....We now live in the same town where I grew up and Josiah is at that same age as I was when I was being raped and he has no father figure and he doesn't communicate very well with me on those issues...so for this I am asking for prayers for Josiah..Let the Lord shine his light upon us and forgive us of our sins, and watch us and guide us for our safety..Thank You All..AMEN..