So last night was amazing, God showed himself with epic love and a fire grew inside me, which hasn't been there in a long time for reason not even I can truly explain only God can. So I just want the fire to b there inside my heart. Discernment has been one used for wisdom to see others for who there are but only that but to love them as well and to help one another understand why it wouldn't make sense to judge each other if a sin is a sin no matter what. Pray to keep faith, Pray for love, and Pray for hope. You've made it clear that each commit I had is for a season and seasons alone there is no turning back unless it was truly meant to happen. Learning this I have reason to feel the way I do or get hurt by the constant decision of others about m and the placement for that but to let go because I have a father who loves me forever and that's all that matters anymore now. Thanks for opening my eyes God and see where my desire should be instead of looking into my own.