Time for Total change of Life with God and his Spirit. Leading, I just need to get out of the way.... let go of husband passed almost ten years ago, unhealthy relationship since, still trying to hold onto with HOPE. And Love and pain since I'm in recovery and He has no desire to be... but I have been light for him and He seeks it... til now. Has. Given up and gone to someone else not wanting him. To change. BUT I MUST. Continue to grow in the Lord as I CAN NOT go backwards, kids are able to break free and live their own lives and Imust let go of ALL the hurt and memories and pain that has been holding me. Captive. It seems that I must leave all work, home, kids and friends here in minnesota to relocate to Iowa to be with my mom, only other relative for her. GOD has been good to our family, rebuilt my children and I, Now its time Truly for a season of LOVE and TRUE Faith! That He has been preparing us ALL for... a life and LOVE filled with. HiS. LOVE. And spirit