Please pray that I find my way back soon. I have completely shut my family out. I am constantly crying and wondering why things have happened the way they have.
I know I have no control and I cannot change anything, but I would like to see what God's purpose is. I feel like I go from begging to God, to crying out to him, to getting mad at him, to begging him again.
Please help me as I am so lost and can't seem to be able to get out of it.