I have been praying for direction in my life for awhile.

And last week, I thought I saw piece of it. I do see it, but now...due to others seeing their own paths, parts that direction are starting to fade.
Ultimately, everything will be up to God in what he does with my life. Yeah, I'll have to pick, but, he already knows what will happen.

And that's not even it. I still have some burdens that are in my life that while I know he knows and I ask him to take them, it's like I'm still holding on to them because well;
Last year I felt convicted to share my story with everyone, but then God told me to wait. Then one of the worst things happened and just as I was going to open up to some of my leaders, there was a church split.

I just need prayer. Lots and lots of prayer.