Jesus help me. I accept my suffering, and i know it is for a reason. protect my heart, it is my biggest possesion. this man has been in love with me for 7 months, i have left him 3 times. and he comes back. give me peace lord! if i shall have no peace! GIVE ME PEACE IN THIS STORM NOW! GIVE ME JOY WITHIN MY SUFFERING! JOY! GIVE MY MOTHER JOY! GIVE ME A JOB THAT. FILLS UP MY CUP LIKE YOU DO. SO I DO not have to work a day in my life. I trust you with my whole being jesus christ. my heart. my soul! I surrender my worries, i surrender. like a rocket sky rocket me and my families success to pluto. OH lord you have seen my tears, tear of joy. For i surrender now and trust in thee. I ask you give me a career playing piano. because for 26 years. the answer has been right in front of me... this whole time. Jesus I ASK THIS IN YOUR NAME AMEN. i thank you for all that is to come, all that will be, and when it happens i rejoice. for i will rejoice now. Give this man i am talking to, the gift of the sprit now. show him.... his errors.. if we are meant to be together. make it happen. I also pray for my two great friends sylvia and dan. that there marriage is amazing. Give peace to ALL WHO ARE SUFFERING NOW! AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ASK THIS IN YOUR NAME AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!