Dear Lord,

I pray that Nixon and his new gf will be happy together. I hope they are the right persons for each other. I hope Nixon will not do the same hurt he did to me. I f you see that he will do it again, please spare the girl from misery. Save her heart. Otherwise, shower them with blessings and I hope it will be the start of something good for them.

Lord, I am still hurt of what happened, but I trust you. I know you will bless me for the generosity I gave. I know you will replace everything that I lost. I am trying my best to be strong and accept the things that hurt me. I will pass this, through your grace, guidance and love. I may be literally at rock bottom, but I know you will extend your hand to me and give me the happiness i deserve.

Thank you for the trials. thank you for the hurt. thank you for the realization. i'll be okay, lord. I'll be okay.