Hello again and once again thank you to the last 12 people who prayed for me so that I may be reconciled with Ellen, the mother of my 8 month old son Adam, that things will improve between us, and that soon my little boy will be spending time with his daddy again. The heartache of no longer having my dear beloved Ellen and Adam with me is unbearable at times. I feel like the light has gone out from my life and that I'm totally alone in a dark place. It hurts terribly. Sometimes I don't make things better by letting her know how badly I feel about the situation, and this usually has a negative effect. I don't know what else I can do except be patient and keep a lid on my pain and pray for assistance. Tomorrow (Monday) we will be together seeing a family counselor. I ask you to join me in prayer that things will go well, that it may be the beginning of brighter times for us all, and a step towards reconciliation for me and Ellen. I love her and our beautiful little boy with my all my heart, body, spirit and soul and being separated from them is like a bad dream from which I can't awake. Please help us with your prayers. Thank you. Love and God's blessings to you all. Stuart. Berlin, Germany.