I want to tell God sorry for being self destructing to myself, I got worse because of guilt, feeling guilty about hurting the people I love, got me telling myself that I don't deserve to have a good life, I was wrong and didn't always follow my own advise of loyalty, Im sorry and I would like you to forgive me if you can, I know I made the same mistakes over and over but I am going to be positive from now on and be loyal without any doubts, in my life I will do good for u and be a loyal honest person and do what you want me to, be the best person I could be and start enoying life now, So I hope you forgive me and give me one more chance. ust one thing I ask from you God is please always keep my family happy and healthy, thankyou