after I've decided to go with God .. I already knew .. that God is really God .. yes maybe .. all things happen in God's will .. there is no accidents at all .. all things that is happening is just his way of showing you .. his plans ... and if we are going to think .. this things is not bad actually this is just for us .. so in every moment of my life .. I will always thank God for all his blessings ... he is really good more that we though .. he love us unconditionally .. and we all know that he is the one that will hug us .. even we are in mud ... that why we are really lucky having him as our savior ...