Life crashed/burned fall 2008. STILL hasn't bounced back. None of my prayers have been answered in nearly a decade. I have no money, no job, no career, never-married (despite desperately wanting to be so), no children (despite desperately wanting to be a mommy), no friends. very alone. hungry. cold (bad heat in run-down apartment in Chicago). I've failed at every path I've tried... trusting G*d ripped everything away from me in 2008 in order to make way for better things. But nothing good has happened since 2006. I don't see any reason to be here still - using valuable space/energy. I've begged G*d repeatedly for help, and repeatedly explain if there are signs being sent, I can't see them... I'm hoping if someone else prays, maybe help will come? Thank you for reading this... xoxo