Lord, thank you for all of the blessings you have given me. I pray to only do your will and not mine. I had my first spiritual awakening last week, and I was overwhelmed with joy and gratitude. However, I still struggle financially. Please Lord, guide me to the job I need to be in, until I graduate college. I cannot live on the hourly wage that I work for. Please Lord, tell me where I need to be for now. Show me. I am so mentally tired of struggling. Please Lord, keep the creditors away from me. You have never let me down. I am also very lonely, so please, let me find love again, a second chance, a man that is loving and compassionate like me. I deserve a good man. I need your strength and your love. Please don't ever leave me. I need you every day in everything I do. Please Lord help me