My Autistic son doesn't understand why I can't play church, and pretend to be married to someone that Ihave come to resent because of the drinking, while playing to be a Decon, while making it hard for me to feel comfortable around people I once thought of as family due to what has been told ......forgive me for the animosity I feel towards him for only telling partial stories, forgive for the lies and stories told to others to shift blame...plz protect my son and let him not suffer because of this...Let this not affect my walk with God or my relationships with my children, and let my beable to get a morgage on our home to keep it and be able to recuperate in it and regain my strength for my chldren and I....Forgive me for all my sins, and bless my children and our families and I..I pray this to my personal Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, in His name to my Father God in Heaven, Amen and Amen...