Plz pray 4 my family everything seems to be in caos and conflicting, my husband drinks, my son is autistic and cannot see that people use him. I want to live before I cannot fight my pain off anymore, I want to be able to enjoy sights w/ my kids and grandkids. I want to be accepted and believed by my in-laws about my situation. I am trying hard to fight depression, I have had to give up alot of my dreams, because of my injury which has robbed my children of their childhood and friends. I have had so many people bless me before my injury, and now I want them to be blessed, and my kids that grew up stressed, worried, and depressed -- I want them to be blessed and live a better life then the one they lost. I also pray for my son who is autistic to let God in and become saved. I want to travel down the right path and not stray again. I want to help abused and neglected children, because that is what my kids went through. I don't want them to be hurt like my kids were, maybe making them have a better life will show my kids what is possible, and not to let anything hold them back, especially the devil !!

My Autistic son doesn't understand why I can't play church, and pretend to be married to someone that Ihave come to resent because of the drinking, while playing to be a Decon, while making it hard for me to feel comfortable around people I once thought of as family due to what has been told ......forgive me for the animosity I feel towards him for only telling partial stories, forgive for the lies and stories told to others to shift blame...plz protect my son and let him not suffer because of this...Let this not affect my walk with God or my relationships with my children, and let my beable to get a morgage on our home to keep it and be able to recuperate in it and regain my strength for my chldren and I....Forgive me for all my sins, and bless my children and our families and I..I pray this to my personal Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, in His name to my Father God in Heaven, Amen and Amen...