Lord, help me. I have this borderline personality disorder and it takes my ability of being human, and it destroys personal relationship with my girlfriend. I lost control last night due to my emotional instability. I almost killed myself in front of her, this syndrome is on the severe stage already. Please take this away and show my girlfriend the way back to me. PLEASE LORD! I LOVE HER SO MUCH! and i don't want to lose her! :( HELP ME. DON'T LEAVE ME LORD! :( I know i don't deserve your miracle coz i've sinned a lot. But please, im begging you, enlighten her mind and show her the way and the light back to me. Thank you for your goodness Lord.