Lord, I ask You, in the name Your Pecious Son...to help me and my son get through this time of strife and struggles..You know of our situation, and my grief and guilt..Please Lord let my teenage son understand how much I Love him and worry for his future..Please take away the guilt and anguish he must be feeling now...let him find someone to share his troubles with, someone with compassion, and understanding..I wanted more than anything for that person to be me, but he refuses to let me in...If it be Your will Lord, send me someone to be there for the both of us...to love us, to teach us, to enjoy us, and to stay with us forever..Please show my son that there are still people out there who love unconditionally, and teach him to forgive others, but mostly, to forgive himself...Teach him how to Love his SELF..to believe in his SELF....and above all else Lord..teach him to love YOU!...In Jesus' name I pray..Thank You and Amen.