I'm tired of fighting the same battle over & over & over again....i need God to release me from this marriage cause I'm tired of being KNOWN as the stronger version in this marriage....i need someone that will need me and love me....why must I be the therapist in this life...why????....i need your prays like in BIG TIME...this marriage is killing me...I know he is going through a rough patch...his so called "best friend" use him for his money but Lord do I have to eat the dirt...do I have to sit every weekend crying my heart to a man that feels its best to go to a bar to release his stress...what about me????....what about how I feel???...GOD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE RELEASE ME FROM THIS MARRIAGE FOR GOOD....PLEASE MY FATHER....I DONT NEED THIS!!!!!!