i have to be honest, i have fallen away from my relationship with my Father. I guess i feel like im the only one not worthy of gods grace and love.. like maybe he forgot about me or something. or maybe i was just so bad in a previous life that im destined to be hurt in love over and over again. always abused. always cheated on. always lied too. this relationship im in now i thought would be the one. and still here i sit contemplating the point of going on.. please pray for this love to work itself out. i just want to love and be loved.