i have to be honest, i have fallen away from my relationship with my Father. I guess i feel like im the only one not worthy of gods grace and love.. like maybe he forgot about me or something. or maybe i was just so bad in a previous life that im destined to be hurt in love over and over again. always abused. always cheated on. always lied too. this relationship im in now i thought would be the one. and still here i sit contemplating the point of going on.. please pray for this love to work itself out. i just want to love and be loved.

Father, I ask that u see to it a resolution to my housing difficulty.. I cant imagine being homeless again with these babies.. please Father bless my tax return and see to it that it finds its way to us soon, and most of all Father, I pray for the knowledge of your will and the power to carry it out... help me hear your voice, when I feel like your not listening.. but especially when u know that Im trying not to. Thank u, even in my struggles for the many blessing you have given me. amen