I want to thank God for all I have and know I am blessed in many ways. I am praying to find a permanent job to support my family and to pay my bills and enjoy our lives. I also pray for my soul mate I am married for 18 years but now it is just for convenience and name only. We do not share anything together and he has people he takes care of in Morocco. I also would like to pray that my mothers will come to an end and her wishes with the will be fulfilled. I am also grateful for having pretty good health and a wonderful son, one other items is I have a friend of 20 years that disowned me 2 years ago because she was drunk to the point she was taken into custody and DSS got involved. She blamed me and that's fine but I would just like to talk with her and have her understand I had nothing to do with it. I was just going to stay in with her and listen to her but she wanted to go to an AA meeting and her other friend said let's go and that is were the troubled started. I don't know how I got blamed but i did. I do miss our friendship. And also like to ask that we could talk and get the friend ship back