I have been dealing with a lot of anger lately. I hold a lot of things inside that really need to be let out. Not to mention the fact about someone learning to be responsible but it is hard when a friend just cater's to her. I do not know what is going on with her and her daughter but something needs to be said and I am having a hard time letting go and telling the real truth on what she needs to do. Please pray for me on how to speak up and not be so scared as to speak up . I do not have that much confidence in myself. There are a lot of things that are going on within me. I try to follow God but it has been hard for me. I do not know what is going on with me. I was diagnosed with mixed bi-polar but I try not to believe in that. I was taking medication and was fine, until I went off my meds and tried to believe on what God says about sickness in the mind but I did notice that the meds did help. Now I just do not know what to do any more. I am just sick and tired of everything. There is so many prayers that I need, can you please pray for me that I actually find myself in the Lord and that I gain confidence, along with learning how to speak up and not be afraid to speak what is on my mind. I REALLY JUST NEED HELP!!!!