im stress lord..im so worried about everything.financial stability,the field i am working for! Lord i want to be a renewed person. I want to more humble and i want to exert more patience. Lord i am seeking for a new job right now. I do spend lot of money hunting for a job with a bigger salary compare to what im earning now. Its really hard for me and it really breaks my heart when time comes that i cannot give my family what they want. I want them to feel fulfilled and comfortable in life. All prices got higher..bills..medicine..;( The fact that i know that im giving lack to them it kills me inside and because also i want to build my own family..i want to settle down but how can i..please help me lord.