Hello everyone and thank you all for doing this wonderful thing I will also pray for everyone on here to find peace and happiness. I 'm having trouble's in my relationship. I got married when I was 17 years old to this beautiful girl we have 2 grown kids and a 6 year old grandson . I over the years have hurt my with my actions and didn't see that I was hurting her . I was selfish and thoughtless to how things I did made her feel . I was also addicted to watching porn and I took her for granted . I was feeling lonely and was in a bad place in my head feeling not loved and alone I did something I'm ashamed of I cheated on this beautiful person and I broke our trust. I never wanted to hurt her and I truly love her and want to spend the rest of my life with her not because I'm scared or content in life with her . I want to spend the rest of my life with her because I love her and she is the best person I know if you met my wife and you could see her heart she is truly a gift from god to this world. She makes me want to be a better person and I want to spend a life time with her we have been married 30 years and its not long enough I want 1000 more with her . I want to take care of her and love her and support her and make her happy for a life time so my prayer is help us find our way back to each other help us save our marriage and help me to be the best husband and friend to her in the world thank you all and may god hear all of your prayers and bring joy and happiness to all your lives . May you all give and feel love and happiness in your lives