I want to first of all thank all of you who prayed for me. I have been blessed with so much love and have a job I have had since I got out of jail. Life was going smoothe until I realized that the man I love isn't my husband. In fact, he is married as well. We are seperated from our marriage partners both of us are. I thought I had it all until his dark desires started to come to the surface. What he demanded nearly drove me to suicide. Now I cannot sleep at night I pray over and over for the anxiety in my heart to subside. If you read this know that my life is not my own. It belongs to my kids . I just wish somehow love would conqued. That love would kill the monster that is sinful natures that would rip everything I have worked for into pieces. Please God you hear the cries in my heart of what I desperately want. My man can be a good man. I need him and want to be by him through life. I just wish he appreciated me how I love him. Any and all prayers for peace and unity would be appreciated dearly. I don't know what else to do I am a mess.