I want to do something different but I feel like if I do this things will change and I will change. I feel like some of my friends are really at my breaking point but I figured if I just distanced myself from these girls who I shouldn't name may or not seem to understand what's going on and I just for once would like to make new friends that are actually true and won't bail out on me like one does. I want to put God and my puppy first in my life because those things are on the top of my to do list maybe I do strive for the things I can't have but I still miss the boy who wanted some space from me but I haven't texted him yet but I am tempted to send him one last message to see if there is anything I can do to save this relationship. Am I doing the right thing about the whole friends space thing I just don't know if it will ruin some friendships or make it stronger please pray for a new beginning I already started to workout and get back into shape even if I have to practice all of my effort on the harder ones but I do believe it's a working progress. Angie