I want to do something different but I feel like if I do this things will change and I will change. I feel like some of my friends are really at my breaking point but I figured if I just distanced myself from these girls who I shouldn't name may or not seem to understand what's going on and I just for once would like to make new friends that are actually true and won't bail out on me like one does. I want to put God and my puppy first in my life because those things are on the top of my to do list maybe I do strive for the things I can't have but I still miss the boy who wanted some space from me but I haven't texted him yet but I am tempted to send him one last message to see if there is anything I can do to save this relationship. Am I doing the right thing about the whole friends space thing I just don't know if it will ruin some friendships or make it stronger please pray for a new beginning I already started to workout and get back into shape even if I have to practice all of my effort on the harder ones but I do believe it's a working progress. Angie

Dear God, I am really struggling with the pressure of finding a job and finding a way to reach out to my best friend Amanda I love her to death and really need to talk to her. I feel just depressed and very weak and find myself just very tired lately. I want to be strong and not have all these tears please help my friend Emma be strong about moving I know its hard for her and me both. Angie

Dear God, I know deep down you have a plan for me, but why do I feel so weak and let down by many I have tried to search and find myself a new job but everytime I even try no one can see that I need his help. I just got an interview and I might just have been confident on this job that I am afraid that I won't get it. I have carried many tears and endured all of my pain with friends and those who might be trying to help but more then anything I want my best friend to know that I am here and that I care for her my heart is breaking and I am at the point to where I might just lose it completly Angie

Dear God I would like to take this time to Pray Brennan Ehlers and his family for he needs our hope, our guidance, our love, our Prayers, our sprit. I hope he doesn't have cancer lord I hope his tumor goes away it will be luck to him like this had brought his family. I bet they are praying hard for him to find out what he has and that is a scary thought to have. He is a great boy and He needs all of our prayers. Brennan I pray that you will heal and that you will get better soon this I pray

Dear God, Father of heaven and earth I have had a hard time learning on to new things by this I mean I have had hard times in my life that have caused me to do many things but some are free of danger. This whole 2009-2010 year has gave me some sruggles, support, love, guidance, trust, issues, and so much more. God I may not know what you want me to do for a job but you have answered me in so many ways that I want to thank you for being there and just giving me hope. You are in me more every day. in your name I pray Angie

Dear God, I pray that you will help me out more then anything like guide me to find a job, and protect me from harm and bad. give me strength to be stronger again. let me know I am something and not disconnected from the ones I love. Help me to set my goal for getting thin and be able to fit into the cute clothes that I might not be able to fit in now! Walk beside me if there would be any sense of trouble or if I need you to wake me up if nightmares arrive. I pray this to you Help me to put behind me everything that has happened in the past!

Dear god, I want you to put Vicky Sjoquist and her family in the hands of god they all have lost a very special person in their life their grandpa that is a hard loss for them. Vicky is one of my very best friends we have been friends since 2005 and she is amazing her family could use some praying. I pray to her family that they will heal more each day and let god surround them, I find courage in this family that it is hard for us to lose a loved one. This prayer is mainly for them then me so guide them make them heal with the lord let them know they are not alone in this I pray

I pray that you will help me heal up the wounds that I have got. The pain I have felt for this long. The friendships that lasted for many years let my friends know how much they mean to me. Let me be proud to live without being hurt or let me me willing to start new friendships if they have gone bad. My life was hard for me to deal with but I wish they would understand my heart is dying inside!