i had been a believer for several years now..at least i thought i was..but these past few months were like a long time in a wilderness..i lost my sense of direction and i felt absolutely lost..i even question God for the things that i went wrong, for disappointments and frustrations i had to deal with..in short, i lost my faith..
but God is very gracious, so loving that he was never tired to have me back..always forgiving and willing to give many more second chances..right now, i am slowly finding my way back home and i pray that i will eventually emerge from this dark hole i let myself in..i know in my heart there is still self-doubt, even shame for every bad thing i did, yet i don't want to stay in that place anymore..i need light--i need Jesus.
so now, i pray that you will join me in prayer to choose to BELIEVE everyday..to come to Him despite of my fears and hesitations, and even own selfish motivations..
thank you and God bless!