Oftentimes, I caught myself thinking selfish thoughts, wishing worldly things, taking for granted other people, giving in to idleness and taking part of empty gossips. It makes me wonder, "Did God truly changed me?" coz I feel like I'm still the same person I once "was". Did God really moves in me? Am I really touched by His healing hands? Did I really open the door of my heart and life to Him?

i had been a believer for several years now..at least i thought i was..but these past few months were like a long time in a wilderness..i lost my sense of direction and i felt absolutely lost..i even question God for the things that i went wrong, for disappointments and frustrations i had to deal with..in short, i lost my faith..
but God is very gracious, so loving that he was never tired to have me back..always forgiving and willing to give many more second chances..right now, i am slowly finding my way back home and i pray that i will eventually emerge from this dark hole i let myself in..i know in my heart there is still self-doubt, even shame for every bad thing i did, yet i don't want to stay in that place anymore..i need light--i need Jesus.
so now, i pray that you will join me in prayer to choose to BELIEVE everyday..to come to Him despite of my fears and hesitations, and even own selfish motivations..
thank you and God bless!

i want to accept and love myself but i often find it hard to do so..there will always be something to hate, to feel inferior with, to make less happy with..i know i am glorifying the Lord with that kind of thoughts, i know 'coz i am frustrated myself! but i can't help it..
please..i don't want to be like this anymore..

My sister is currently taking up review lessons for her board exam (for Accountants) and I just want to pray that she will learn all the things she needs to know, and of course, that she will eventually pass the said exam.

Prayer is power! So please, do pray with me. Thanks! :)