lord I pray to you that you will help me to either find the light so I can leave this unhealthy relationship, please lord give me the strength to either leave or lord if I am supposed to be here with this man, then please please help him. help him to love me whole heartedly and to not be so cold so mean. I am dying inside, I can't handle much more of this. lord please help me find the way help me find the road that I am supposed to be on.