Today, Ella, we believe God wants you to know that ...sometimes you need to let go. Yes, it hurts when the things or the people we love are taken from us. Make your peace with loss. Nothing lasts forever. Like the trees in autumn, you too must learn to shed your attachments and start afresh.

Thank you so much for the messages you have sent me. Yes, I think the Lord knows what is best really for me. I am released from the shackles of other peoples cunningness and manipulation long time ago. I have found new friends, not lovers but true friends who stay with me even in my
lowliness in life. I am happy for what I have now. I have achieved one of my dream goals and that is to finish my higher education. I have one ultimate goal to achieve and I know God will grant me for the last time too. I also found a nice job. It is not the one I expect but it is a stepping stone towards my goal. So far I am very happy now. I have started going back too the the commission God maybe wants me to do and that is to help the deprived ones. There are so many things changing in my life now. I thank God for that.