Pray as I know standing up for our god is making my family attack me for they think after 18 years bc I quit I'm losing my mind. Please reach for my son and let him know his mom is fine and stronger then ever and through Jesus and faith I am fine. I think bc they are used to me going so fast , sad a lot and now I finally have faith stand tall and love the world I am lost and losing my mind .... I'm perfectly fine and pray my ex removes from his downing my every spoken word bc I don't need to worry about his circumstances I can not worry . All my happiness with my family is going away bc I once again have no say in my calling to go study bible etc

I can't deal with negative anymore I want to be a child of god .... I'm made new and hate my son to hurt to be led like this ..... Everything I say seems to not matter it's weighing on me so please pray