I so just need a job. I would like to get off unemployment (thank God for that!), go to college and live out the calling God has for me. I have been obeying His cry for my heart, but it has been difficult. I have been living in the world, eating up the lies the devil tells me for far too long. It is a daily process for me to get my head out of my you know where and focus on his truths and his goodness. I know up in my head that God's plans for me are not to harm me, but I find it hard to truly believe that when I seem so undesirable. How am I supposed to follow His plan if I can't even support myself? He keeps saying, "Only believe, my favorite daughter." We are all so favorited by Him! ugh... I so just need a job.