I sincerely feel that I have outlived my usefulness. I am broken in mind, body and spirit and stuck in grief. I can not serve others because I am in need of service myself. I am abundantly blessed, but in so much debt I cannot manage and am on the verge of making my son and I homeless! I am alone in this world and the loneliness overwhelms me. I seek comfort in the lord, but I feel forsaken and cannot forgive myself even when I know the lord has forgiven me. I don't want to be here anymore, I don't belong here anymore. The longer I stay the more disconnected I feel. God grant me the serenity of acceptance of my circumstances, grant me the ability to change what is possible! Help me oh lord, please help!