Dear God, embrace me with your love. I'm so broken right now that I don't even know where to start living again. It feels like like death. When he left me for someone else, it's so hard to accept. Why God? Why is this happening to me? You told us to love unconditionally, and so I did. For 4.7 years, I didn't think of myself. I was loving him that long and until this very end that he left me, I still love him the same way. It hurt so much missing him. God please help me to understand the pain I'm going through right now. Please help me to understand why is this even happening. I am so weak. So weak that I cannot even stay mad to that person who constantly hurts me. I cannot even kill that hope that a part of him still remembers me, that at some point still he still have that single love for me. God please. Please make this pain go away. I want to be happy again. I want to live life again. Please God, help me.. Give me a lot of strength.. because right now I don't have any...