I have had a very difficult year. My father was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer and all of his care has fallen on my shoulders. On top of that, about a month ago, I woke up with excruciating pain in my knee and found out that I have torn the meniscus in 2 spots and have extensive cartilage damage and within the next 2 weeks, I will have to have surgery to fix it. As if all of this wasn't enough, I found out 3 days ago that my boyfriend of 4 years has been having inappropriate conversations with a married woman he met at work. The same woman I found out he was having this type of communication with in August and was assured it wouldn't happen again. I feel broken in every way. Physically, emotionally, psychologically. Just completely broken. Prayers and even just positive thoughts coming my way would be greatly appreciated. Thank you and God bless.