I have experienced a lot of rejection and heart ache these past few years. I am questioning my ability as a parent, my future all because of my past. I know that my past rejections should have no authority of my future, but I worry constantly and I feel like Im in quick sand. I was evicted over a year ago, got out of a mentally abusive relationship and started going back to school. I have been applying for an a place to live for my son and I, and I keep being denied over and over again. I am discouraged and frustrated because more than I, he DESERVES a place to call home. My parents have been wonderful to me, but I feel like less than a parent to be in this situation. I have applied to yet another place this past Friday. The anxiety and fear is overwhelming me. In my mind I keep trying to overcome the doubt but its consuming me. I need prayer that God will touch this woman's heart in a mighty way and that my son and I will have a home of our own before Christmas (if this is his will). Please pray that I will get the strength to overcome these fears an burdens that have me frozen in time. In Jesus Name...