I have experienced a lot of rejection and heart ache these past few years. I am questioning my ability as a parent, my future all because of my past. I know that my past rejections should have no authority of my future, but I worry constantly and I feel like Im in quick sand. I was evicted over a year ago, got out of a mentally abusive relationship and started going back to school. I have been applying for an a place to live for my son and I, and I keep being denied over and over again. I am discouraged and frustrated because more than I, he DESERVES a place to call home. My parents have been wonderful to me, but I feel like less than a parent to be in this situation. I have applied to yet another place this past Friday. The anxiety and fear is overwhelming me. In my mind I keep trying to overcome the doubt but its consuming me. I need prayer that God will touch this woman's heart in a mighty way and that my son and I will have a home of our own before Christmas (if this is his will). Please pray that I will get the strength to overcome these fears an burdens that have me frozen in time. In Jesus Name...

Father, I ask you to continue to lead and guide me. My mind is at war torn between faith and fear. Lord I know fear is not of you so I will not let it hinder me. I will continue to move under your guidance. Continue to keep my son and show me how to reunite with him Lord. You gave me this beautiful gift, show me how to take care of him. Im asking you to reveal to me the people I need to meet, the school I need to attend, where I need to work, where I need to worship, so that I can move. Im standing still Lord, waiting for direction.

Father I ask you in the name of Jesus, to cover me with your love. My heart is hurthing and my mind is confused. I am at the crossroads and I dont know which way to turn. I am praying that you will enable me to slow down and hear what you are telling me. I pray for peace, focus and prosperity in the work place, as the enemy is at work. I pray for spiritual growth and maturity. Continue to cover my son while I am still away from him, and I pray that our reunion will happen sooner than later. It has been too long that we have been apart and I pray that he feels my love for him each and everyday. I pray for stability so that I can be a better mother to him. I pray for my father, who has stepped in and supported me, and been a part of my sons life in my absence. I pray for my grandmother, who has provided and take care of my son in my absence. In Jesus name, bless all of the people who love me and all of the people who pray with and for me. Amen.

Lord, first I want to thank you for how far you have brought me. I have been blessed to never be with out what I have needed. I pray that you will guide my steps in my future. Pleas keep me on the path I need to be on to reach my full potential. My loyalty is to you not to man, if you desire that I leave the situation I am in so that you may bless me I will do that. I am at a place of confusion and turmoil and I know that is not of you. I pray that all feelings of doubt, and questions of my ability will be disolved and replaced by success and positivity, confidence and love. Continue to protect my family and cover my son in your loving arms. In Jesus name. Amen.

I just need a simple prayer. I am not going to ask for what GOD told me I already have. I just pray for direction and guidance. Please keep me and my son. And bless my family and friends. Amen.