God please give me the strength to give my marriage a fighting chance, and also to let my children know how much i miss and need them to be a big part of my life,i miss them so much no matter how old they are, i feel so all alone some times, i know they have families now, but i still need to be shown they still love me as much as i love them, i'm struggling right now and need u more than ever although i know u will never leave me and want let me bare no more than i can handle this is my prayer