Please pray for me...in that way...that you thank the Lord...for helping me getting back on my feet, really for goooood this time, to help me take better care of myself, to help me get some real rest...and deeeeep deep inside...bring back the feeling that I AM safe...so that I can continue to be a great Mom, still have some genuin GOOD friends....so that I can again LOVE and BELIEVE in my self...thruogh GOD...and leed me to a work situation where I can manage, and do great, earn good money, and do good for those people that I work with. Please help me thank the Lord for all the great things that are still in my life, and let him help me to take care of my health, worksituation and finaces...so that I can still be a safe haven for my children...and mange to help and support them...for the rest of my life..please thank the Lord for our sweet appartment <3 and pray that we can easily move on...in not that long time...to another appartment...or house...with at least one more bedroom....and with some more nature, forest and landscape outside...perhaps both water and forest...and still close to our town...in the place where he finds it will be best for us <3 Please pray for me that God will forgive me....for selling my house...and not seeing some of the real gifts he earlier has placed before me....and please please...pray that he will help me....to love myself....once again....and this time never never stop....so that I can fully forgive my self....so that I again can be a free spirited happy and safe Mom, so that I can be there for children as long as I shall live <3 ....and....at last....but not least....if God wants there to be a man in my life......please pray that my testing is over....and that he will only send a secure, steady, wealthy and lojal man....that will support me and my children for all times, and which will be interested in understanding me, having the deepest respect honesty and lojalty for me....and for my children...and to love and hounor them...and me...for the rest of our lives.... <3

Thank you <3 Thank you <3 Thank you <3